Three Thousand People. One Jedi Robe. One Word.
Breathe.
That was the only thought I had standing in the wings of that stage.
This was the launch of Star Wars The Old Republic, one of the most anticipated games in LucasArts history. Thousands of people in the arena. Millions watching. I was about to walk out as President of LucasArts alongside the CEO of BioWare to reveal a game that the Star Wars universe had been waiting for.
I was wearing a full Jedi robe.
And I have a significant fear of public speaking. Always have.
Nobody in that arena knew that. What they saw was someone completely in it. Comfortable. Present. A man who belonged on that stage in that costume in that moment.
What was actually happening was simpler and more human than that.
I was just breathing.
I have spent a career being placed in rooms and on stages I never sought. Introvert in the lead role. The number two who kept getting handed the number one seat. I learned over time that confidence is not something you manufacture. It is something you return to. One breath at a time.
The fear does not go away. You just stop negotiating with it.
That launch went well. The game went on to become one of the most successful in Star Wars history. But what I remember most is not the applause. It is the wings. The thirty seconds before the lights hit. The choice to breathe instead of spiral.
That choice is available in every room. Every board meeting. Every hard conversation you have been putting off. Every moment where the stakes feel bigger than your readiness.
You do not need to feel ready. You need to breathe and walk out anyway.
That is the whole method.